My Sunday “Mental Health” Breakdown
or would that be a “segway”? I confess I am not the brightest or the fastest when it comes to connecting certain elements of my brain and this is one entry I cannot write a 10 word or less headline for.
In fact, I frequently find myself at the mercy of my inner sphere of thought, of which my theory remains that I just don’t have the vocabulary or know-how to apply such vocabulary so that I germinate a list of actions I can choose from at any given point and time.
For example, this particular blog has to do with my experiences with the Internet and sharing both record and observation over what it is I allowed to flash before my eyes. Yes, I have had porno on my hard drive and if that bothers you, then you’ll have to chat with those who mask their links so that unless I’m quick on the click, at least one “offensive” picture lands in my cache. No, I don’t use my Instant Messenger to open up to such possibilities for I am one of those Power Browsers who simply sops up as much data as I can in a matter of moments and then spitting something out, such as one teeny-tiny Valatrax entry…LOL! 
I frequently research my Internet presense because it used to be my job to design sites that got the job done for what I had hoped would translate into a client base. Which brings me back to my asking you to spend yet another moment or two of your time to do more than just Power Browse this logging of events I experienced this morning, because I am super confused as to how these types of things happen. Not in their micro state, but definitely on that global scale.
I was drifting through my Google Reader and had perhaps lingered too long at The Sunbelt Blog in its blog format. I had followed the link to an article and another side confession is that I am a huge fan of Alex Eckelberry and his team. Niche as the topics may be, I don’t dare attempt to list all I have learned despite the black holes of knowledge that still remain within me.
Anyway, I found myself inspired to log onto this particular container of materials generated by the fingers attached to the hands I call “MINE!” and proceeded to drift away towards one of my other Internet Broadcast Identities, The Esoteric Tiger Network. I keep a few containers to limit confusion should a topic I am interested in perhaps interest whoever you are and that’s more of my free-form area. I tend to let myself wander with a “Nothing is off-limits” search mode, so I checked my spam filter.
If I could attach the audio replication of my sighs, it would certainly signal a moment of defeat to some, but maybe it was just a move to relax and not be so concerned about what I saw. Concern can drive powerful change and one individual’s concern can change a life, even if its concern about your inner, invisible self.
So if you’re still with me, let me get to the Valatrax moment that threw me onto this particular track.
As a part of my own, self-imposed training curve to becoming a professional web designer, I studied industry buzz words such as SEO and the keyword markets. I also continue to dive deeply into copyright, trademark and other ways of being able to clearly state some form of permanent ownership to concepts such as linguistics theories, quantum physics, etc. It’s all about allowing the creator to have first right of refusal when it comes to the deletion, or at least disconnection of ownership, to materials I’m going to label as “art-based” so that I raise the odds of you staying with me a moment or two longer. (Sorry…this kind of quirky stream of cognitive dissonence is just one hallmark of my trademark stylings when it comes to the written word! )
These types of sites pop up for a variety of reasons and purposes, typically to appear at first level glance as “legit” and that’s that.
1. The page title in the green bar labeled "Mental Health Industry" is one Credibility Component in disguising alternate purposes. 2. The headlines "Introducing the Greatest Corporate Paper Pyramid Scheme" is data being fed from my blog through this person's account and broadcast "as-is" 3. The date and time is hypothetically impossible, although theoretically someone could have published this exact document "as-is" in 1969, but I'd like to see the book. 4. The default template used by the designer takes standarized text and "blanks" out various holes to be able to plug in anyone else's materials in the future, while tying in a link to some other node. 5. (this is a P.S.) Please repeal the mandatory mental health screenings in the State of Illinois. You are diverting tax payer resourcse away from those who truly deserve the proper mental health care we are capable of producing and confusing human beings who "get it" perhaps better than any of us ever could hope to.
Here’s the problem. Its all in the links and with this particular site, “Alicia Sparks, NAMI Affiliation Leader wrote an interesting post to on” and from there the links lead the reader straight to the blog entry I could swear I wrote…but then again I tend to generate thousands of words in a matter of moments and maybe I somehow tricked myself into thinking I wrote it to disguise my act of plagerism.
As I mentioned earlier,these types of sites do something or other to the various tracking systems involved with things like Pay-Per-Click Fraud, fraudulent banking sites and phishing just to name a few, so its more of a question as to how Ms. Sparks feels about being associated with my thoughts in such a public manner.
For the truest confession I can offer as to what the original point of this entry was, it was to suggest to those in the mental health community that I don’t need to borrow anyone’s name or title to have any of my posts rise in the search engine rankings. I still retain the files and documents associated with this obscure statement and I am still confused as to when I should talk about what topic…
Especially since the mental health industry is continuing to contribute to the rapid denegration of what can be classified as “Civilized Behaviors” instead of “Behavioral Health” with terms such as Oppositional Defiance Disorder.
I am in opposition of these types of stealth tactics being caught in such jurisdictional entanglements that they far superceed the strength, conviction and courage of those who use these images for their own self-benefit at the expense of anyone who dares to get in the way.
And apparantly since I clicked “Publish,” then my defiance of such terms being so liberally applied not by myself, but by those who carry the paperwork legitimizing their abilities to be Iatrogenic-Free Professionals…
Of which anyone who knows me in person knows just how passionate I am about words such as “mental health” being used against those who do not have the abilities to suppress such oppression. It is one of the few realms I classify as a nucleus of my Inner Invisibility.
And since this blip of a connection is only one of a great many and…
just because I had temporary concern about the link-up and how that might reflect upon Ms. Sparks doesn’t mean this particular piece of spam holds the Magical The End Key (sort of like the legendary Fountain of Youth) to everyone elses problems.
In closing, I revert back to my first sentence.
“I confess I am not the brightest or the fastest when it comes to connecting certain elements of my brain.
In fact, I frequently find myself at the mercy of my inner sphere of thought, of which my theory remains that I just don’t have the vocabulary or know-how to apply such vocabulary so that I germinate a list of actions I can choose from at any given point and time.”
Look at how long it took me to tie the mental health industry into the security and safety measures we need to build, destroy and restore during this challenging phase of The Linguistics Evolution meeting up with Quantum Physics, such as blocking these types of blog entries from ever being broadcast onto the Internet without violating one of my nucleus treasures…
Freedom of speech.
So here’s to this particular breakdown of this one mental health entry on the Internet.
Valerie Martin
Broadcast Director for The Esoteric Tiger Network
United the Terica Way
Via The Valatrax Segway
